ok! Back to reality. Esok masuk kerja. Malam nie try buat something productive to prepare myself for tomorrow. Check email, ya allah…ada yang menyakitkan hati dan ada juga yang aku mmg tak paham tapi yang peting semuanya mmg merunsingkan kepala. Confirm esok aku kena bash nie sbb kerja buat tak bagus. argh! I hate it when I feel that I’m being pushed tapi nak buat mcm mana, pe’el orang mana bleh control right? Tetiba mcm stress tapi ek elen!! baru dapat task sket jer dah stress menggedik, abih kalau kerja dah bertahun berzaman tu? kerja pun mesti lagi banyak kan?? Tgk saja ibu bapa ku, if they can do it so can I!!! eceh…kata-kata motivasi laa kunon. Bak kata pepatah my colleague “Cuba fikir baper lama lagi Farah nak kerja? Rilek laa….”. hurm….fikirlaa nie dah jadi stress! The point is you are measured by your performance not by the duration of your services. heh! mcm mana nak berjaya nie??

Cuti bersama rakan dan bf walaupun skejap jer sangat seronok. Makes me miss my uni life real damn bad. I want my carefree life back but heck, I need money to enjoy it la kan and that’s where the employed status comes in handy. Hik hik hik!! Bf tak saba nak pergi Genting. Hopefully my family wont have any plans for Sunday. Damn! Lupa nak bagitau mereka. Kenalah bagi tau meraka dengan segara sebelum dorang plan nak buat something else. Maklumlah, family I mmg jenis suka plan waktu riadah for me regardless whether I like it or not. huhu

aper lagi nak tulis?? terkenang air laut….disaat itu, I love my life.